Beth Farrar's PhuseBox

long time no see....

Beth Farrar — Sat, 17 Feb 2007 10:24:09 -0600

so it's been a very long time since i've posted on phusebox. thought i would give u guys a nice lil update. i made it thru my first semester alive. i am now an aunt for the 7th time. ms. bailey anne farrar was born feb 8th she's 7lbs 1oz and 20 1/2 in. she is possibly the most precious thing i've ever seen. oh! big news. my dad has been trying to apply for disability since 2003 and they finally gave it to him!! which means i get money as well. AND they give you back pay from when you first applied. so that means beth is about to get an assload of money!! and is totally going to england this summer. but anyways, that's a brief run down of what has been going on. ciao ya'll.

done

Beth Farrar — Fri, 06 Oct 2006 15:44:18 -0500

i think i am going to disown my phusebox. no one uses it anymore. find me on myspace or facebook. ciao

i need help! =(

Beth Farrar — Sun, 01 Oct 2006 14:47:57 -0500

i swear me and clayton may have broken up but i LOVE his mother. she is the sweetest thing ever to walk the face of this planet! i still talk to her all the time and like a week ago i broke down and thought i would do the nice thing and call and say hey so i did. pretty sure i talked to him for like 3 minutes and talked to his dad for about 10 then i talked to his mom for a good half hour. i don't know who was talking faster. lol. i'm starting to kinda have mixed feelings about this whole break up thing. i mean he did cheat on me. but atleast he didn't fuck her and he had the balls to tell me about it. i mean i love the guy to death i always have. we had so much fun and i'm thinkin it's better off this way. but i know since i'm still so close to his whole family it's gonna be pretty awkward. i mean we all grew up together! and mom is really wanting me to come see her (for the purpose of this post "mom" refers to clayton's mom) and dad (same with "dad") but i just know that i'm gonna go say hi to everyone and i'm gonna go to give him a hug and he's gonna kiss me or i'm gonnna kiss him or something and then the shit will REALLY hit the fan. i mean he told mom today that if she talked to me to tell me to come see him when i get a chance. how the fuck is he gonna go and do that when apparently he's dating the same skank that he cheated on me with?? and according to mom she's fucking hideous AND she's 33! everyone is raggin on me for talking to JJ and he's only 26. atleast he's not 30 something. i really don't know what is going on. it's like if JJ is around i'm going clayton who? but then when he's not here and i get to talkin to mom i start thinkin about all the stuff wee got into this summer. i mean, goin to panama together, going down to the bluff all the time, rididn around all of erin, going to paris for the fourth of july. i mean we had so much fun i'm smilin just thinkin about it! i really don't know what to do. i need boy help guys. what do u think...talk to clayton and see if he wants to give it another go? or stick around and see about this whole fling with JJ??

bad luck: part 2

Beth Farrar — Thu, 28 Sep 2006 12:32:49 -0500

ok so if u kno jackie u prolly read her post about her bad luck. ha. this is part two bitches.

since i have started school i have had the worst luck EVER- my radiator in my car blew up, i lived in a hotel ACROSS TOWN for 3 1/2 weeks, i failed my first pysch test, i can't find a job, i'm completely broke, i've overdrafted mmy bank account twice, i killed my iPod (yeah coincidence? jackie kills hers and exactly a week later i kill mine), my boyfriend cheated on me, i broke up with my boyfriend, i almost failed my first english paper, my computer has been going haywire, my wireless keeps dying, i broke my brand new cell phone faceplate 3 days after i bought it, two words: meacham disaster, my favorite picture frame ever that angela gave me b4 she moved to canada got smashed when i moved into my dorm

i think that's about it. long enough list?? man this is ust....AHH! something has got to give. i mean i'm still in a pretty good mood but that's just b/c that's me. plus i have a guy to distract me. u guys know me. i love boys. especially older college boys. ahhh. ok sry. got distracted again. lol. yeah ok. i just needed to vent. i feel a lil better now.

I LOVE....

Beth Farrar — Sat, 23 Sep 2006 00:10:00 -0500

COLLEGE BOYS. enough said lol.

WE MOVED IN!

Beth Farrar — Thu, 21 Sep 2006 15:44:19 -0500

so we FINALLY got moved into our dorm last night. we've already got like everything unpacked it's just getting situated. i've already started decorating.

any guesses whose corner of the room this is?? lol

i'm getting my nose pierced!

Beth Farrar — Sun, 17 Sep 2006 18:22:00 -0500

so i'm taking a poll....nose ring. yes or no? and not a big hoop. a small diamondy thing. yes or no?

a little news

Beth Farrar — Thu, 14 Sep 2006 11:52:53 -0500

so yeah still bored. still in a hotel. and still broke. lol. doesn't get any better than that huh? BUT the good news is that i think i have a job. I am supposed to find out today whether or not i got the job at chili's. and that would rock b/c everyone i've ever talked to that has worked there has said they BANKED on tips. plus with all the people coming back with the 101st airborne there is so many extra people in this town it ain't even funny. but even if i don't get the job there my uncle really does have me hooked up for once. i actually could've started last night but i don't have the cash for my beer license. and they closed b4 my class got out ne ways. so ti's looking good on the job front. clayton is almost done with his car. he should be driving it by this weekend. he and jim finished wet sanding it sunday and that means jim should've started painting it monday. key word- SHOULD'VE. oh and did i tell u he's selling his nova? yeah he's been working on it for over a year and all he needs to do is get it painted and fix the interior, just cosmetic stuff, and he's selling it. he has $6,700 under the hood and the receipts to prove it. guess how much he's selling it for...just guess.....$3,000. i was like u have got to be fucking kidding me. that means he lost 3,000 on the whole deal! i was like u are stupid. but apparently T has decided he wants it and he's gonna give him $3,600 cash for it this weekend. they came and visited me last night. i was so excited. and if T is feeling better they are coming back this afternoon that way we can run to erin and he can see the car and they can work out the details and whatever. but yeah figured i would update since i had some time (i skipped history; he makes me fall asleep anyways).

a little news

Beth Farrar — Thu, 14 Sep 2006 11:52:53 -0500

Beth Farrar — Fri, 08 Sep 2006 18:29:53 -0500

so, lets see. what can i update about. hmmmmmmmmmm. oh, i ended up going to clayton's last weekend. even though i said i wasn't. let's face it, me saying no to him doesn't usually last very long. lol. hmm, oh me and jackie are STILL in the hotel. it's been two weeks and they told us it was only going to be like two or three days lol. but it looks like we get to move in sometime next week. and yeah, all my classes are SUPER easy (so far) ::knocks on wood:: and everyone down here is really friendly and they all rock. hmm...oh yeah jackie went home again so i'm by myself. i'm trying to talk stacee into coming up here tho. riverfest starts tonight and i want to go but not by myself. clayton has to work so he can't come. and yeah that's about it so i'm gonna let u guys go before u die of boredom lol. ciao.

on a random side note...i miss my janelle!! =(

i'm really bored

Beth Farrar — Tue, 05 Sep 2006 17:31:25 -0500

so yeah, i'm really bored. jackie went to a recital at school and i'mnot much of a recital person so i decided to hang back here. but i'm still bored. i think i'm about to go hit the pool. doing laps sounds fun. and i have absolutely NOTHING to talk about. can u tell?? c'mon leave me some love guys!

fucked up

Beth Farrar — Fri, 01 Sep 2006 21:24:12 -0500

how fucked up is it that me and clayton have been dating for nearly four months and every weekend he asks me baby are u gonna come see me this weekend? and he's only come up to see me three times? well this weekend i was like i can't, i don't have the cash for gas. so i said why don't u come see me? (keep in mind since i live in clarksville now i'm like 45 min away from him) know what he said, oh i'm just way too busy this weekend. and i don't have the cash. i promise as soon as i get my car back i'll come see you. know how long his car has been in the shop? THREE MONTHS! and he keeps telling me next weekend. it will be ready next weekend. ::glare:: sry guys, just needed to vent.

update

Beth Farrar — Thu, 31 Aug 2006 15:03:12 -0500

so for those of u interested. got a small update. me and jackie are STILL stuck in the hotel. and it looks like it's going to be another week at the earliest. i've heard (unofficially) from some R.A.'s that it's going to be two weeks at the earliest. but no one is saying the same thing. i do know that they are having to replace the ceilings in harvill hall and i heard something about them replacing the walls in blount (my dorm). so yeah it's going to be awhile. but it's not too bad. it just sux being so disconnected from everyone else on campus and having to drive across town. but i mean other than that it rox b/c i have someone cleaning my room everyday, i've got a hot tub, a pool and free breakfast lol. but ne ways, just wanted to say hey and update a little bit. i'm gonna be home for a day or two this weekend so u guys should definately hit me up. oh and i got a new cell # 931-338-8897 ciao.

update

Beth Farrar — Thu, 31 Aug 2006 15:03:12 -0500

i'm alive!

Beth Farrar — Mon, 28 Aug 2006 12:44:20 -0500

so i made it thru my first college class alive! whoo! french is going to be soooo easy this year. apparently if you have had more than two classes of french in high school u can move up to french 2010. instead of staying in elementary 1010. but i'm gonna stay b/c my grammer is HORRIBLE. and i talked to my professor about it and she was like that's fine. so it looks like i am gonna have atleast one good grade. b/c the majority of her work sounds like it's going to be vocab and that is fine by me b/c it's gonna be easy words that i know. and she totally rocks b/c coming to class on fridays is optional with her! ha! but ne ways, i gtg. time for english and psychology! yay! not. lol.

my hellacious first day

Beth Farrar — Thu, 24 Aug 2006 22:54:36 -0500

well i can't pretend that today wasn't an interesting day. to start off i was sick all afternoon yesterday so i had to finish packing this morning. and i was still sick. then we get almost all the way to clarksville and my freakin radiator blew up. yep. it blew up. like i had steam coming out from underneath my hood and everything we had to pull over on the side of the interstate. then i get a nice call from jackie saying that we are staying in a hotel for the next week b/c they found mold in our dorms. tell me how gross that is? like seriously. they found mold in harvill hall and blount. so we are shut down. they said that we can maybe move back in as early as sunday. but at the latest it will be wednesday. so yeah. it's been CRAZY. and i found out that i no longer have a roommate. apparently she either dropped out or she switched dorms b/c they told me that i now have a private room. yay! the one good thing that happened todya. and yeah bout my radiator, clayton has ordered me one but it won't be in until saturday and he's gonna come up here and put it in. tell me how sad that is. i can't even get my car to his garage. he has to come up here and pull it out in the middle of the parking lot. so yeah, that was my first day as a college student lol.

last day

Beth Farrar — Wed, 23 Aug 2006 14:02:27 -0500

well guys today is my last day to live in the boro. and i'm excited. i'm gonna go to bath junkie with stacee later (jenna bought me a going away present from there), i'm gonna get to hang out with danny today which i am so excited about b/c i can't tell u the last time i saw him and janelle is gonna come hang out tonight. busy busy. it never ends. and yeah pretty sure i'm STILL packing. i didn't realize how much junk i've got. even tho i'm not taking a whole lot with me i'm boxing stuff up and putting it in my closet so it will be easier when i actually move out. but ne ways, i'm outtie. call me if u want to do something tonight. love ya.

moving

Beth Farrar — Fri, 04 Aug 2006 21:52:21 -0500

u know i cannot wait to move. most of the ppl i know in the boro haven't bothered to try and keep in touch even over the summer so i think if i can go three months without talking to them and be fine then i'll be fine moving to a different city. but it's really gonna kill me to leave my girls at work. i am gonna miss jennifer sooo much. she is like my second mother. and lori-ann is about the most adorable person i have ever met and she is just so sweet. me and her and jen have so much fun when u get us started. it's amazing. and u know jenna kinda grew on me. we have so much fun. we went and got jennifer a happy vacation present and then we went and had lunch today. and last week we went and did someshopping. i am soo gonna miss all them. it's kinda sad. but that's the only thing that's got me sad. i think it's b/c i have been around them soo much this summer. and if i didn't leave it would all be same. jennifer has flat out told me if i didn't leave she would make me asst. manager but i can't spend my life at a dry cleaner's. i want something bigger than that. i just don't know what. but u know who i am really gonna miss? stacee. she is like my big sister. my actual big sister doesn't care what i do as long as i'm not doing drugs she's happy but me and stacee have gotten really close. everytime i mention leaving or even just school she says u better come back and see me. she really doesn't want me to go. neither does caleb. he won't admit it but he doesn't want me to leave. he's really killing me with the overprotective brother thing lately. everytime i mention clayton or jake he looks like he could punch the next person he sees lol. but yeah, for those of u that have kept in touch i'm gonna miss you. and STAY in touch. ok? love you guys.

random update

Beth Farrar — Sun, 30 Jul 2006 08:43:13 -0500

ok so it's been about a week since i updated so here's a little update. my car is running amazingly! except for the ac. it died the day after they put my motor in then me and daddy fixed it then it died again, so the conclusion is that my compressor is burnt out and i need a new one. ha. guess how much one costs? yeah $150. i think i'm gonna pass and yeah other than that i've just been working my ass off. i was in the back pressing shirts all week at the cleaner's then i was helping bill at the gas station b.c he had eye surgery. and yeah, total this week i worked 62 hours. not including all the cleaning and crap i did around the house. and i don't get another day off until my last day at work which is aug 11th. after that i'm off for two weeks. one of which i will be spending in florida. and yeah that's fucked up. first stacee was supposed to go then she couldn't, then angela was supposed to go but she's broke, and then on my third try i askd clayton if he would be interested in moving his week's paid vacay and coming and he is! i cannot wait! my favorite place and my favorite person all at the same time. and i'm definately due for a good vacation after all this hell lol. ne ways. oh on a new front, my brother is home! for good! u kno as big of an asshole as he is i still kinda missed him. he brought candace with him too. and yeah i'm outie. i gotta go to work. yay! ::sacasam:

motor mounts, babies and boyfriends

Beth Farrar — Mon, 24 Jul 2006 11:04:33 -0500

i swear i love having a mechanic for a boyfriend. it took them two days but it was actualy only SEVEN HOURS that it took them to take out my motor and put my new one in. it's AH-MAZING. and my ac feels sooo good. it was a good thing that they did it now too, both of my motor mounts were broken when they took my motor out. and if u are wondering exactly what the hell a motor mount is it is basically just a weird lookin metal bracket that holds ur motor up. and considering that BOTH of mine were broke i'm pretty damn lucky that just driving down the street my motor didn't fall the fuck out lol. clayton said if we had gone about another month before we did it that my motor prolly woulda just locked up whcih would've been REALLY bad. u should heard him tho. he was like my ex-girlfriend couldn't even get me to change her oil much less come 200 miles and spend two days changing out a damn motor! ha. that's great. and rene is a bitch. (the ex girlfriend) and other than that i've got nothing extremely interesting to say....oh wait yeah i do! my big sis might be having a baby!! i might be an aunt for the 8th time! (and i'm not talking about christie, my OTHER big sis, stacee nicole) ok so yeah i'm done. and since i just woke up i am in DESPERATE need of a tooth brush, ciao bitches.

i'm excited

Beth Farrar — Thu, 20 Jul 2006 22:36:12 -0500

ok i'm excited. i'm off work for two days in a row. i get to go to apsu tomorrow to make my schedule and all that mess. we are picking up clayton and he's staying the weekend. AND i am finally having my new motor put in my car. and since i'm getting my new motor that means i'm also going to have an AIR CONDITIONER! i'm so excited.

busy busy busy!

Beth Farrar — Tue, 11 Jul 2006 19:00:40 -0500

well my summer just got a whole lot busier. i now have two jobs. i'm back at the gas station where i worked last summer. he's got me working monday night's 6-10, wednesday mornings 5-9 and sundays 9-3 and on the saturdays that i don't work at the cleaner's i'm 9-3. so it's not too much for me to handle or ne thing but i'm still gonna be busy. on mondays and wednesday i'm gonna be wiped but other than that i should be fine. but right now i just need all the cash i can get my hands on, so i'll take just about anything u guys want to throw at me. lol.

busy busy busy!

Beth Farrar — Tue, 11 Jul 2006 18:59:31 -0500

breaking up

Beth Farrar — Sat, 08 Jul 2006 11:26:01 -0500

hmm. so i'm thinking about breaking things off with clayton....something just doesn't feel right.

randomness

Beth Farrar — Thu, 06 Jul 2006 22:24:18 -0500

wow so i like cleaned my car tonight and it hasn't been that clean in a LONG time lol. like i cleaned the carpets, polished my wheels...the whole nine yards! and then i came home and cleaned my room. omg like what is wrong with me??! beth! cleaning?! those two words don't belong in the same sentence unless doesn't is the word inbetween lol. guess what i found when i was cleaning?! i found mine and my friend rene's old rant notebook. ha! funny stuff man. we had a rant section and then a section where we just kinda kept a running note. u know how girls are. but dude reading this is HILLARIOUS. i don't even remember 3/4 of the ppl we are talking about or what the hell is going on lol. and there are sooo many old inside jokes. PICKLED FETUS! that was one of them if u were wondering. and don't ask b/c i have no clue in hell lol. and dude we have some old poems in here. i'm glad i found them. i copied some of my cousin's poems in here and i LOVE them. maybe i'll post them later. idk. but ne ways. i've rambled enough. gtg. ciao.

more happy news!

Beth Farrar — Thu, 29 Jun 2006 08:40:24 -0500

well more lovely news from the drama filled house of Farrar....my brother's new girlfriend candace is pregnant.

i need to vent

Beth Farrar — Mon, 26 Jun 2006 22:09:28 -0500

I HATE THIS SHIT!! I HAVEN'T SEEN CLAYTON IN NEARLY THREE WEEKS AND I ONLY GET TO TALK TO HIM FOR 20 MIN A NIGHT IF I'M LUCKY! A NORMAL NIGHT IS ABOUT TEN MINUTES. B/C HE IS SO BUSY WORKING AND TRYING TO PAY OFF BILLS HE BARELY HAS TIME TO TAKE A DAMN PISS MUCH LESS SIT AROUND AND TALK ON THE PHONE. HALF THE TIME I DO GET TO TALK TO HIM HE'S WORKIN ON SOMETHING WHILE HE'S DOIN IT. AND YEAH I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO GO SEE HIM 1. B/C I'VE BEEN BROKE AS HELL AND 2. B/C DADDY IS ABOUT TO HAVE HEARTATTACK THAT CLAYTON HASN'T COME UP HERE AGAIN SINCE GRADUATION BUT LIKE I SAID THE POOR GUY BARELY HAS TIME TO TALK ON THE PHONE AND DADDY THINKS HE'S GOT TIME TO DRIVE TWO HOURS UP HERE JUST TO COME SEE MY PITIFUL ASS? YEAH RIGHT! AND PLUS I'D MUCH RATHER BE DOWN THERE B/C WHEN I'M THERE HE DOES STILL WORK BUT I'LL HELP HIM AND WE JUST HANG WITH HIS PARENTS ALL AFTERNOON AND THERE'S NO WASHING DISHES, NO COOKING FOR 15 PPL OR SCREAMING BABIES. WE ALL JUST CHILL. AND IT'S SO NICE. BUT UP HERE THERE IS ALWAYS SOMETHING THAT NEEDS TO BE CLEANED CLOTHES THAT NEED TO BE WASHED A BABY THAT'S CRYING SOMETING! AND DAD IS IN A FUCKING PERPETUAL BAD MOOD AND THEN THAT PISSES MOM OFF B/C SHE'S BEEN WORKIN TIL TWO IN THE DAMN MORNING AND THEN I'M STILL TRYING TO WORK AND THEN COMING HOME AND HALF WAY TRYING TO HELP MOM TAKE CARE OF THE KIDS WHILE DAD SITS ON HIS ASS AND STILL GET MY SCHOOL SHIT TAKEN CARE OF. I SWEAR TO GOD IF IT WOULDN'T PISS MOM OFF I JUST WOULDN'T GO. SHE'S THE ONLY REASON I'M GOING. IF IT WERE UP TO ME I JUST FLAT OUT WOULDN'T GO AND I WOULD JUST FIND A BETTER JOB THAN THE ONE I'VE GOT NOW AND I WOULD SO JUST START SAVING UP SOME MONEY TO OPEN UP MY RESTAURANT AND THAT WOULD BE THE END OF IT! AND ON TOP OF ALL THIS ANGELA MOVED BACK TO CANADA TODAY SO NOW I'M BACK WITH NO ONE TO HANG OUT WITH B/C SHE'S THE ONLY PERSON THAT WILL EVEN STOP AND THINK HEY, I WONDER WHAT BETH IS DOING TODAY? SHE IS THE DEFINITION OF A BEST FRIEND. WE ALWAYS TELL EACH OTHER NO MATTER WHAT U NEED JUST CALL ME. AND SHE ACTUALLY DOES THAT. I CALLED HER LAST WEEK CRYING, FRUSTRATED AND JUST PLAIN PISSED OFF AND SHE SAT THERE AND TALKED TO ME AND TOLD ME EVERYTHING WOULD BE OKAY. AND JUST. SHE WAS BEING A FRIEND. SHE IS THE ONLY PERSON I CAN DO THAT WITH. EITHER HER OR STACEE. NO ONE ELSE EVEN GIVES A DAMN. I HAVE TWO PPL WHO ACTUALLY COMMENT ON THIS DAMN THING ANYMORE. (AND U KNOW WHO U ARE) NO ONE ELSE CAN EVEN BOTHER TO JUST SAY HEY LOVE YA. OR NE THING. I HAVEN'T HEARD A DAMN WORD FROM 3/4 OF THE PPL I HUNG OUT WITH EVERY DAY AT SCHOOL. WHATEVER HAPPEND TO BEING BFF'S???? APPARENTLY ANGELA IS THE ONLY ONE WHO STILL REMEMBERS WHAT THE SECOND F IN THAT MEANS.

an incredibly long post about my trip to hotlanta!

Beth Farrar — Mon, 26 Jun 2006 08:25:06 -0500

ok so i'm back and it ROCKED! we rode like everything. i love acrophobia. it just like takes u up and then drops u. and it's scares the shit out of u b/c you almost don't stop. it's liek BREAK CHECK! and ur done lol. and angela totally talked me into riding the superman this time. i think that one is my fav! and like we stood in line for TWO HOURS to ride it! then we get up there and i'm cool i'm not like freakd out or ne thing. and they strap us in and we're waiting to go. then the floor drops out and the seats moved. (the whole ride u are facing the ground!) and after that i just said angela i can not believe i let u talk me into this! i wasn't scared i was actually kinda pissed but then we went down that first drop and i was fine. i smiled my ass off the whole ride. it didn't even make me scream lol. but my absolute and total favorite was GOLIATH! it's their new ride. we waited till the end of the night to do that one so the line wasn't too bad. we waited maybe 45 min tops. and it ROCKED! it doesn't go upside down or ne thing but u are like barely strapped in and they take u up 200 ft just to drop u down a 170 ft drop! it's soo big that at one point u aren't even in the park! you are over the freakin interstate! it was amazing. i thought angela was going to pee on herself. lol. she kinda has a height thing which is weird b/c she loves roller coasters. and yeah we didn't even get to ride batman this time. the wait was THREE HOURS! forget that. i almost didn't want to wait for superman but we did. and man me and angels both are burnt. hers was worse than mine b/c i've kinda already got a tan but my shoulders still hurt. and my purse lays right on my burn damn it lol. and yeah that's about it. NO! wait. no it isn't lol. u won't believe what happened last night! we left the park at like 7-ish right? well by 8:30 we had already hit the hot tub and hung out or whatever and we were trying to watch tv b/c it had started raining so hard they had already shut down the park so we went and grabbed a snack out of the machine and we're sittin there trying to get something on the tv and our power went out! seriously. by then it was 10:30 ok? and like they had the emergency lights in the hallways and in the lobby but the rooms were pitch black. so we had like no AC or ne thing. and like when we called the front desk and askd what was up they didn't tell us anything other than power should be back soon if not u can come down to the lobby. wtf? but we calld later and they told us power should be back at 11:45. PSH! when did we get it back? TWO IN THE FUCKING MORNING! right after we both fell asleep too man. and wouldn't u know it we had like all the lights on when the power went out so when it came back all of them came on. not fun when ur trying to sleep lol. but man we had fun with the lights out. we had my laptop on playing really loud music and we were jumping on the bed and walking around the hotel talking to ppl. it was great. so ne ways. there was my nice long entry lol. love u guys.

CONFUSING!

Beth Farrar — Tue, 20 Jun 2006 21:52:49 -0500

why do boys have to be so damn confusing? and indecisive! (sp?)

plans

Beth Farrar — Sat, 10 Jun 2006 17:07:13 -0500

so i've finally been accepted at austin peay! and yeah my last official day at work is july 12th. and i know that seems early but i got to thinking about it and i havne't had a summer off (like one where i didn't work) since the 7th grade! so i decided i wanted a little bit of a summer before i go to school. so after that i am spending like two weeks in erin either at my uncle's house or clayton's idk which yet. and he's going to help me sort out all my fin aid stuff. u know since he already goes there and everything. and then after that me and clayton are spending his week of paid vacation in panama since he's never been to the beach. then we'll be home in time for my birthday and after that me and stacee are going back to florida for the end of summer. yay. i can't wait. it's going to be soooo much fun! yay for summer!

my poor little mechanic

Beth Farrar — Thu, 08 Jun 2006 22:27:30 -0500

so pretty sure clayton has been in the hospital the last day or so. he was at work the other day and he busted his finger when he was putting a new crank shaft in someone's car. and yeah he got a chunk of metal stuck in his knuckle and some anti freeze and brake fluid and all kinds of crap got in there and it gave him blood poisoning. nice huh? and keep in mind he did this on tuesday and he didn't go to the doctor until he almost passed out on his lunch break yesterday. (idiot) but they kept him all night last night and until 1 today. they had him on all kinds of crazy drugs. he could hardly talk last night. i bet he has no clue in hell what we talked about lol. but yeah he's okay. he still can't use his hand very well. he said they used a syringe and sucked all the stuff out of his knuckle. i was like ew. but they sent him home with some anti biotics and loratabs so he's fine lol. and yeah that's bout it. i've just been working and hanging out at the house. daddy went to indiana again and took the kids with him so it's been nice and quiet around here. i've actually been getting to sleep in and not feel bad about it lol. but yeah. i guess i'm out. love u guys.

country boys

Beth Farrar — Mon, 05 Jun 2006 09:48:41 -0500

okay so i've told u guys clayton and his family are country but i bet u can't guess just how country they are. guess what we had for lunch yesterday... deep fried RATTLESNAKE. seriously. and clayton made me try it. it was weird. it was all chewy and uhhh. okay the end. call me if u guys want to do something. i'm tired of having to drive two hours just to find someone who wants to go out and do something lol.

a new car....

Beth Farrar — Wed, 31 May 2006 19:53:45 -0500

so when i went to erin this weekend me and clayton were driving thru dover when he saw this little red sports car so he pulled a u-ey and we were looking at it. and it was in pretty good shape. they had 3,400 written on the windshield and we were both stilll in the car but we couldn't figure out wwhat the hell it was. like the little emblem thingy was on the hood and i recognized it but couldn't figure out what it was so we jump out of the car and turns out the damn thing is a PORSCHE. a porsche! for 3,400!! the only thing wrong with the outside was a dent in the passenger side front fender. but that can totally be popped right out. the interior wasn't in the greatest of shape. but nothing a little tlc won't fix. i'm like in love with this damn car lol. i'm like seriously thinking about finding a way to buy it. b/c i know if i talk to the guy i can soo get him to come down on the price. it's been sitting there for a while and u can tell. the window chalk was running down the window lol. the only thing is that if i DID get it i would have to make clayton teach me how to drive a stick b/c it's a five speed but i don't care. it's cute! it's a little red two seater. and it has a sun roof!! c'mon. it has me written all over it lol. but ne ways. enough about cars. how is summer going for u guys??

graduation pictures

Beth Farrar — Mon, 22 May 2006 21:57:17 -0500

graduation pictures!!

that's me and clayton...we were still at mtsu. isn't he cute??

that's me and miss janelle

me, linda, and jackie and omg i didn't realize how friggin tall jackie is!!!

and we'll end with another pic of me and clatyon. can u tell i'm half lit? lol.

I LOVE YOU GUYS! CONGRATS CLASS OF '06!

we did it class of '06!

Beth Farrar — Mon, 22 May 2006 09:12:59 -0500

so today is our first official day as a siegel high alumni! we are DONE baby! AND me and clayton are now officially dating. so this weekend was pretty great for me. i graduated, got to party a little, made like 200 bucks just opening envelopes and i got to wake up all weekend wrapped up in the arms of the man of my dreams.....ahhhhhhhhhh. okay i'm a happy camper now lol.

a cheesy quote

Beth Farrar — Thu, 18 May 2006 19:45:50 -0500

so yeah we're ALMOST there. as long as i can make it thru tomorrow i'ts all downhill from there baby. and yeah, so i totally have this quote from a graduation card i got that i really like so i'm gonna post it.....

"We know what we are, but we know not what we may be."
by- Willliam Shakespere

so it's totally cheesy but it's shakespere so of course i like it lol. and yeah, i guess i'm off. it's bout time to call clayton and i get to finish cleaning. YAY! (please tell me you smelled the sarcasm in that?? lol)
I LOVE YOU GUYS!

The End

Beth Farrar — Mon, 15 May 2006 20:44:32 -0500

so today was my last official day as a high schooler and i could care less lol. yes i'm really excited about graduating and whatever but i'm just ready for it to be done with!! and i think i'm more excited about this weekend just b/c clayton is coming and spending the whole weekend with me. and you'd think that i would be kinda sick of him right now considering that saturday after i got off work i drove down to erin and spent the weekend with him but ne ways. =) i'm outta here. ciao ppl.

guess what i got??

Beth Farrar — Fri, 05 May 2006 07:23:51 -0500

mom and dad gave me my new laptop!! it's supposed to be my graduation gift but they went ahead and gave it to me! its totally amazing!!!

cherry on top of a perfect week...

Beth Farrar — Tue, 02 May 2006 09:41:38 -0500

fate hates me....boys suck... and i quit life

prom

Beth Farrar — Sun, 30 Apr 2006 19:29:36 -0500

okay so prom was pretty fun. me and stacee were having fun just hanging out. we didn't do much dancing b/c we got to prom kinda late and like 6 songs later they presented everyone and then this really crappy band came on and like everyone stopped dancing lol. but everyone looked beautiful! i have pics of course so here we go....

that's me and stacee at the restaurant. we went to this cool place called the Aquarium that was in the mall.

now that incredibly ugly fish is a fish brady decided to name Gunther lol.

Jaleah, Jessi and Stacee at prom......

Cathy and Shane....

and yeah that's all i've got for today. the photo uploader thingy takes too long. and tomorrow maybe i can get u guys some pictures from when i went to erin today. ciao bitches!

prom

Beth Farrar — Sat, 29 Apr 2006 14:52:13 -0500

so u guys all ready for prom tonight???

i SWEAR i'm not crazy...

Beth Farrar — Thu, 27 Apr 2006 09:33:10 -0500

look it's 9:32 and i'm in the middle of my accouting class and i'm on phusebox! but when i tried to get to it from my 4th period it was blocked....something strange is going on here.

UNBLOCKED

Beth Farrar — Wed, 26 Apr 2006 10:09:41 -0500

THEY SO JUST UNBLOCKED PHUSEBOX FROM SCHOOL!

hours...

Beth Farrar — Sun, 23 Apr 2006 22:49:31 -0500

why is it that when you are with someone who makes your world stop the rest of the world seems to move at double time?

sometimes there just aren't enough hours in the day.

this weekend...

Beth Farrar — Thu, 20 Apr 2006 10:29:17 -0500

i can't WAIT for this weekend! i'm gonna get to go see clayton and spend all day with him sunday. he said something about going down the lake. i haven't been down there since last summer when my friend miranda got married! tell me how sad that is? so ne ways, i'm sure u guys are tired of hearing about him so i'm out.....

sometimes....

Beth Farrar — Tue, 18 Apr 2006 19:35:10 -0500

sometimes it doesn't matter if you have to be up at six the next morning to go to work. sometimes it doesn't matter if you will be half-asleep all day. sometimes you would rather lose that hour and a half of sleep to talk to someone b/c u miss them even if you just saw them that morning. sometimes they are all you think about all day. and sometimes they are what gets you through your day.

Beth Farrar — Sun, 16 Apr 2006 13:08:30 -0500

well last night was...uh. well. hm. interesting. to say the very least.
THE END

(don't u love it when i don't tell u what i'm talking about? lol. here's a hint: lets just leave it at that it involved an old guy friend who gave me a VERY warm welcome when he spent the night last night. ::raises eyebrows::)

Chicago: part two!

Beth Farrar — Wed, 12 Apr 2006 21:12:42 -0500

okay so for once i actually followed through and i have pictures!! i'm not gonna post them all but i'll atleast tell u waht's going on.

okay so this is the amazing Chicago skyline...

this is a cool piece that was in this dude's studio that we visited...

that is pretty self-explanatory. that is mr. brian king....

this is a weird, silver, jelly bean lookin thing that's in millenium park....

that is our class' reflection in the blobby thing....

so if u walk underneath the little blobby thing u can see a pretty sweet reflection when u look up...

another sweet piece from dude's studio.....

this is another sculpture/piece/whatever u want to call it that is in millenium park.....

and here is another pretty sweet refelction.

i have more pictures but these are the only ones i decided to post. and i have a roll and a half of film that i took but i haven't developed it yet. but ne ways. enjoy! =)

Chicgao

Beth Farrar — Tue, 11 Apr 2006 22:10:46 -0500

okay so this is my advice for u if u ever go to Chicago: don't EVER eat the cheesecake at midway (don't ask lol).

so yeah we had fun. and i'm exhausted and could sleep until noon tomorrow but i have to finish my term paper (which was technically due today) and daddy won't let me skip. so i'm up til atleast midnight and then i will most likely be up early to finish it so...yeah, maybe this time i will actually upload some pics lol. caitlin had to take a ton for my b/c i couldn't get the flash to turn off on my camera and they kept yelling at me. but i still got some cool ones with my phone. and yeah i think that's about it. i don't feel like re-telling the whole day b/c it feels like it was four days and plus my head is still spinning from the plane ride. it has been weird. moving sidewalks, the el, buses, bad landings on planes....lets just say i was glad to be back in slow moving murfreesboro in my little blazer.

love u guys. ciao.

Cheerios

Beth Farrar — Mon, 10 Apr 2006 09:58:28 -0500

strawberry yougurt burst cheerios rock my socks!