I'm always late.
and by always,
I mean always.

I'm late for class.
late for work.
late to dates.
If you ever go out with me, assume I'll be AT LEAST 10 minutes late.
no joke.

and when it comes to ryan smith.
I'm two days late.

And I can't figure out what to say.
I said I didn't want a relationship...
so he found one.

But I do.
I just didn't want to make him feel weird.
eeep.

I really really like this boy, and I can see us being together...
but I have to control my mouth.

I have to stop lying.
sometimes I say things, and I don't even know why.
like I hear myself saying it and I think "why would you say that? that's not even remotely true."

to steal a line from garden state.



oh well.
maybe we'll figure it out.


dump the ho'.


haha, ruby at work, is trying to set me up with lance.
she's trying to convince him to dump his girlfriend.
i love ruby.



[vf]