It's getting harder to stay away

October 23 2005

ok what the heck.


i wrote a somewhat deep, depth entry but it didnt show up. again. ill try to post it again.


i would first and foremost like to apologize to emily and kelsey for wasting about an hour and for having to sit in the cold. as you probably dont know i played in a game yesterday with sean and aganist zach. at first i was a realy dick about the whole thing, like really mean and sutff. but then i thought what does this prove. that we can beat him 2 on 1. i should have never agreed to play that. that doesnt even constitute me as a good player. anyone is going to lose if they play two on one. excepet any player in the nhl. besides the point. so i regret doing it. and sorry agian. but were getting alot of people for tomorrow night and jordan is playing so im pumped. and we get to play in the spring as well. hooo waaa


today had so many up's and down's it was sickening. there have so many things racing through my mind for like the last 20 hours. and its not fun at all. when i finally thought i figured something out then i would think of something else that would totally throw me off. lol but i mean i think its ending on a good note. i think its just because things have been going so good so consistently lately that one little slip up makes me realize how good things are and can be. so im not worrying to much. and when i do get down i just think, what would kariya do.


speaking of that. i dont know ive been letting things get to me.. the predators are freaking 7-0. i mean what in the world. lol it almost makes up for everything that could go wrong. i hear we didnt play all that well, but still came out with the big win. so im pumped. (note to special someone, always wear that shrit when we play them). they play tuesday night at home, but im gay and have to work, and my dad was going to take me! so not only do i not get to go. i dont get to have a party. sucks.


well i hear i might be getting a computer. finally. lol. im pretty tired of the homosexuality. you know what im talking about. mac mini. cant wait till Christmas.


and i found some pictures of me on the computer from a couple months ago. which i didnt think my computer could handle them so im pretty excited. and if it looks as though i have the same shirt on. well it was taken on the same night. lol.


until next time.

Emily W.

October 23 2005
its okay. me and kels ended up freezing our butts off in smryna, walking a mile to save peoples hearts (or so they say..) but anyways i just wanna see you play in a game w/ more than 3 ppl lol. oh yes. i will wear that shirt everyday of my life if it means they'll win lol.. but yes. next sharks game, i will definitely have it on!! 7-0, it makes me giddy! so does a mac mini!!