please, please dont insist

September 20 2005
I was reading Krisitn's site & all I saw was
"what do you see when you look at yourself in the mirror?"
& it made me think, what do I see?
I see someone who tries.
tries to please everyone, tries not to get hurt
tries to avoiding things because it's not part of the plan
I see someone who is afraid
yet I see someone who is content with herself
I dont think I am ugly or fat
or any of those ridiculous things
girls wonder all the time, constantly
I havent yet thought of all the things
but I will as time goes
I'll find out what God wants me do to exactly.

no plans this week.
how weird
so if anyone wants to do anything, call me
I might go to the movies with Chad
& other wonderful people on Saturday
but other than that I dont think I have anything.
see ya my kiddos

-jaaaaaaaamie

here are some quotes ^_^

"Honestly, if you're not willing to sound stupid you don't deserve to be in love"
-a lot like love

"That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person and you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that that it will go away all at the same time."
- never been kissed