down in the dumps..

September 11 2005
I'm not quite sure how to feel at the moment
I fell for someone really fast.
& I didnt know how to deal with that
but I know that those were some of the best days
I have ever spent with a guy
& the best times that I spent talking to someone
who actually cares for me, truely.
then all those doubts itch in your mind
& you are confused.
that's where I am now.
I'm confused
not sure how to handle my feelings
my thoughts, my everything
I'm just trying to hold on to God
trying to listen & see what He wants me to do
because lately I feel like I have been wasting my time
just I havent been doing what God wants me to do.
I am trying to sort out my thoughts
so I can fully know what I want
& to see if I can give the love back.
I almost cried today.
but I didnt..

liNDs

September 11 2005
hey..well uhh i dont exactly know u..but i saw u at the game..riverdale verses lincoln county..u were talkin to kyle and jack ..

Anthony Myers

September 11 2005
You'll feel better soon.

ennazus bmal

September 13 2005
DUDE MAN HOW'D YOU GET THAT AWESOME BACKGROUND?!?!?!?!?!