Jamie
Relationship Status
In A Relationship
Interests
God, my friends, my amazing boyfriend, definately muuuuusic, markers, dancing [ballet, hiphop, jazz], singing, green tea, coffee [starbucks, expresso joe's], fireworks, the stars, television, photography, flats, sunglasses, long necklaces, the square, holding hands, random outings, laughing, and butterflies.
Favorite Music
relient k, hellogoodbye, the rocket summer, jack johnson, jimmy eat middle, the fray, led zeppelin, straylight run, all american rejects, amanda rogers, alter bridge, sum 41, taking back sunday, emery, dashboard confessional, red hot chili peppers, daphne loves derby, the shins, gregory and the hawk, michael buble, tristan prettyman, joseph arthur, aerosmith, ataris, jimmie hendrix, the ramones, phantom planet, hot hot heat, the used, jet, le tigre, cheap trick, the postal service, copeland, frou frou, jason mraz, gorillaz, sufjan stevens, fiona apple, damien rice, death cab for cutie, panic! at the disco, yeah yeah yeahs, eisley, nelly furtado, of montreal, jars of clay, ben folds, ben harper, david crowder band, five iron frenzy, some country, some rap.
Untitled
April 04 2006
find out who you are,
&
do it on purpose.
in the last 72 hours,
considering that I havent been able to sleep
I have thought about many things.
since sunday,
I've only been able to sleep
three or fours hours out of the night
the rest of the time,
I lay there and think
or listen to music.
I asked God a lot of questions
and I got some answers to some of them.
I feel Him there next to me at night.
I say, it's a good feeling.
I thought about my family.
I love them, but oh how I need to get away
even if it's for a day.
when I thought about this,
I mostly thought about my sister
because I am close to her.
and when she gets older, I hope she
doesnt turn out anything like me.
I thought about my friends.
we've changed, much
good in some ways, bad in some ways
a lot of love lost, a lot of love gained.
but I love them no matter what.
even if we laugh and talk all day
or we dont see each other for months
I love them.
I thought about chad,
and how happy I have been since september.
especially now, I like that I can talk to him
I love that he's my bestfriend, not only my boyfriend
and what I like knowing the most is,
he's there and that he loves me.
I know he's right there by me when I struggle.
then I thought about me.
I've changed a lot, I know this
I'm just not quite sure if it's for the best
or for the worst.
I'm not any stronger
yes in my faith, I am
but, not towards other things.
I thought yesteday,
I dont want what my parents want.
I know, I know, "what kid does?"
they push me to do things
and it only pushes me away from them
and I hate that because I want to be close.
knowing I have so many fears,
I officially thought of something.
I want a day full of crazy.
one day, I'm going to just go full out crazy
and I'm not going to second guess anything I do
I'm just going to do it.
I'm just going to do it..
