So yet again I have had another bad night.  It's really beginning to scare me how much more frequent my asthma is acting up.  I will go to the doctor's office on Monday, that is if I don't end up having to go to the ER before then.  I hate this.  I can't even sleep cause I'm breathing too hard.  Work tomorrow will be hell, but compared to what I know I will have to face on Monday it will be a breeze.  I'm just worried that my exhaustion combined with stress and the physical weakness of my recent asthma attacks will bring on further and more threatening attacks.  My inhaler is rarley more than a few inches from my right hand since Friday night, because I fear that if a put it away I won't be able to get to it in time when I dhave my next attack. I have been dealing with asthma for almost five years now and never has it given me dso much trouble in the past.  Hopefully it will all end after my doctor's appoinment on Monday.  As for now, for those of you who do pray just try and keep me in your prayers.  I'm going to try and get a little rest before I have to go in to work at 10am.