i dont really know what i think anymore...and when he asks me, i just i dont know. cause, in my head, nothing really makes any sense to me...

((i wake up to find its another four aspirin morning and i dive in. i put on the same clothes i wore yesterday. when did society decide that we had to change and wash a tee shirt after every individual use? If its not dirty, i'm gonna wear it. i take the stairs to the car and there's fog on the windows. i need caffeine in my blood stream, i take caffeine to the blood stream. i grip the wheel and all at once i realize my life has become a boring pop song and everyone's singing along))

i'm ready so dont stop...keep pushing...i'm ready to fall...