so... its 12:30am... and im sitting at the computer eating macaroni salad... god could my life be any more pathetic...?

so @ work this evning and old friend came thru the drive thru... it was nice talking to him... then a man come thru and told me "i had sexy eyes..." then sara picked me up... we went to andrew's and chillaxed w/ his mom for a while... then our (me sara andrew and amanda) venture to walmart @ 11 o'clock at night was fairly interesting...  this guy named matt was sooooooooooo flirting w/ me... even 10 year old amanda saw right thru him LOL... i guess it just feels good to be wanted by someone...i  havent had that feeling in a while really...u know the one where u know that there is no doubt that this someone or anyone really.....the feeling that they truly love you....or that they really care for you... god i need a boyfriend.... well im going back to my macoroni salad....it loves me....dang i feel so emo right now LMAO!!... oh and im burnt....so no one touch me.... darn tanning bed that i really dont need to go to b/c im dark anyway....but a fat gurls gotta feel good about herself.... hmmmmmmm like i sed at the begining..... pathetic....
~tRISH


Words I Couldn't Say
Rascal Flatts

In a book- in a box- in the closet
In a line- in a song I once heard
In a moment on a front porch late one june
In a breath inside a whisper beneath the mooon

There it was at the tip of my fingers
There it was on the tip of my tounge
There you were and I had never been that far
There it was the whole world wrapped inside my arms
And I let it all slip away

What do I do now that you're gone
No back up plan no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldnt say

Theres a rain that will never stop fallin
There a wall that I tried to take down
What I should have said just wouldnt pass my lips
So I held back and now we've come to this
And it too late now

What do I do now that your gone
No back up plan no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldnt say

What do I do now that your gone
No back up plan no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldnt say