i need some friends that stay out late. i'm wasting away in my apartment each night. can i go out by myself? will i meet people that way? will they be the kind of people i need to be meeting? or is it just this period of vacation that's making me feel useless? when work starts back next week will i feel like being out late at night? who knows...

i've had my rest and i've had my fun, now can i please get back to work! is this a sign? there has not been any other job that i have been wanting to get back to so much (except for camp.) so camp and church...hmm. have i ever mentioned what i feel God leading me to in the future?

does it seem strange that i write on here as if i'm actually talking to someone? and i know that i'm the only one that will read this. don't they usually send people like that to an institution? what's wrong with me? can i write anymore nonsense? who are they?

donde esta el banyo????????