last night i got in a huge fight with a person i have recently realized i have fallen hard for. i think i screwd a good thing up...once again. i jumped to conclusions that i shouldnt have. i should have trusted him like the back of my brain kept trying to tell me. but would i listen ...no. way to go carol! i should have kept my mouth shut. youd think i would learned this by now. but i called him back and apologized. i just hope the whole thing will blows over. he has had such an inpact on me. even though weve only known each other for a little over a month. ive noticed that im more out going, even if it is just a little bit. hes help me show a side of me i thought i would never get back. ..... i might even....no...shurely, not already....