Elaine
Relationship Status
Single
Highschool
Springtown High School
College
University of North Texas (UNT)
Interests
The names ♥ Elaine ♥ My friends call me Lainypoo ... Kis ... Lainykins ... Lainy ... Liz ... Helen ... and a bunch of other names I have blonde hair with black and red highlights underneath and on top ... but I'm kinda getting tired of it and prolly gonna go back ALL THE WAY blonde again!!! blueish greenish eyes, I'm 17 almost 18I'm 5'1 ya I know short! People tell me I look like Hilary Duff! But dont hate me for that! I wear a lot of eye make up ... but I like it like that ... so dont ask why I do!!! I'm from Texas! HOWDY YALL!!! I love music ... and I dont juz say that to sound cool ... you'd be suprised how much I know about music ... some of my favorites are ... ♥ THE SCENE AESTHETIC ♥ ... Senses Fail, Something Corporate, Stutterfly, The Starting Line, The Click 5, Fall Out Boy, Motion City Soundtrack, Taking Back Sunday, From First to Last ... Thrice, The Audition, ♥ MAYDAE ♥ June, The Junior Varsity, The Used, Minimal Fall ... My Chemical Romance, FLYLEAF ... and tons of others ... I cant think of em all right now ... I love GOD!!!Theres alot of things people dont know about me ... example ... i'm a farm girl who loves NASCAR and is very interested in MythologyI love to sing, act, dance, play sports, hang out wit friends, and all that other good stuff! I L♥VE goin to shows!!! I'm learnin to play guitar and drums! I love to do make up and hair I love to tan I'm very sarcasticWhen I get ready in the morning I like to turn my radio on really loud and shake my bootay!!!I have a brother hes 19 and I have a sister shes 15 so that means I'm the middle child! And no its not middle child syndrom! I have THE BEST friends in the WORLD!!! They ARE my everything!!! I dont get embarrassed ... so take your best shot!!! ♥ I want a LOVE like June Carter and Johnny Cash ♥I think brown M&M's taste better than the othersI'm scared of clowns, lightning, sharks, and drowning ... anything else ... bring it on ♥ Band-aids make EVERYTHING betterMy favorite candy is sour patch kids My favorite thing to eat is rice crispy treats!!! When I'm nervous I either bite my lip or my finger nails ... or play with my rings I love to lay in bed with friends and take random stupid pictures for hours ... I have to fall asleep with the TV on ... cant sleep with the radio cuz I start singing the songs and cant go to sleepI drive an '06 black 2-door chevy cobalt I work at sonic ... for now ... but when I go to college I'm gonna work at MAC makeup in North East Mall ... I CANT WAIT!!!♥ Kissings like my FAVORITE thing to do ♥ I'm a cuddle monster!!! *roar*I love my little sister!!! I love to laugh so hard that youre crying you cant breath your stomach hurts you have to pee and then when youre done laughing ... cant remember what you were laughing about!!!I'm LOUD ... I know ... deal with it and DONT tell me to *shhh*My favorite color is black ... no I'm not gothic ... black juz goes with everything ... cept brown!!!My room is ALWAYS a mess!!! I love meeting new people I l♥ve ice cream ... Good Heavens to be exact!!! A striaght way to my heart is good heavens ice cream or a chocolate moon pie ... yummy junk food strawberry banana smoothies are my obsession My favorite animal is a white tigerIf you play guitar I'm yours!!! I ♥L♥O♥V♥E♥ boys with shaggy brown hair and blue eyes they have to be taller than me ... which obviously isnt very hard to doI like the smell of bleach, hand sanitizer, and chlorine ... but HATE the smell of gas ... and NO I'm NOT a crack-head!!!I love to lay on the ground and have somDONOTBLOCKOURADSebody draw ALL OVER my back till theres nothing left to cover ... its relaxing!!!I love BIG sunglasses!!!I like eyesI'm not a phone person ... I dont like to talk on it very much ... I hate the awkward silences ... but I can text like crazy!!!The only phone calls I like are the ones from that special someone!!! I'm currently single right now, and have been for the past 2 and a half years so its nothing new ... But I'm gonna marry Eric Dill so dont get attatched!! I wear my heart on my sleeve and fall too easily ... getting hurt seems to be the thing I do most often!!! I cant go a day without talking to or seeing my friends ... their my security!!! I constantly get in trouble for stupid little things!!! I am forgiving ... but dont take it for gratned ... if you keep doing the same shit over and over ... chances are I'm not gonna keep forgiving you!!! I'm very weird ... I already know!!!I love being original and hate being copied!!! I absolutly L♥VE the acoustic guitar!!! Dont calle me EMO ... its a type of music not a style!!! I'm NOT shy AT ALL ... I'm very outgoing ... I'll do anything ... and try everything at least once!!! I like random things and I am VERY random ... dont think I'm joking when I say that!!! I like to sing really loud ... in my car ... in the shower ... in Wal-Mart ... LOL If you dont like me ... dont tell me cuz I dont care what anyone thinks me of ... I'm juz me and you can juz piss off!!! I'm not a jelous person ... unless you give me a reason to be jelous!!!Sad songs make too much sense to me I cant stand fake people ... mostly fake girls ... people who are too scene or juz too "hardcore" for their own damn good bug the crap out of me!!! If you go to shows to see people who you think are cool and you only go juz to LOOK cool ... please dont talk to me!!! If you write me and I dont write back right away ... that doesnt mean I hate you ... and it doesnt mean start writing me more so that I WILL write you back ... I do have a life and its not revolving around my computer ... if you keep writing me you'll prolly get on my nerves and I'll prolly end up blocking or deleting you!!! I AM a blonde ... but I'm NOT stupid!!! I dont think I'm pretty I AM awesome ... so shut up!!! I can be a bitch ... it juz depends on what side you get on of me ... you might wanna be on my good side!!!♥ FAVORITES ♥Movie - The Goonies TV show - Laguna Beach Day of the year - my birthday ... durr Color - black season - summer I HATE cold weather coffee from starbucks - white chocolate mocha Band - dont really have one ... too many good ones ... but I can say that I love all the boys in Maydae and The Last Transition!!! Song - Best Deceptions by Dashboard Confessionals Superhero - Wonderwoman Actress - well shes not really an actress ... Nicole Richie ... but if you wanna be specific ... Rachel McAdams Actor - Mmmm ... Brad Pitt ... yummy!!! I'm gonna be graduating this year and I cant wait to get outta this place and live with my two loves ♥ Trey ♥ and ♥ Stephanie ♥!!! I wanna go to UNT ... go mean grean *caca caca* LOL I know this is long ... and most people wont even read all the way down ... but if you do actually take the time to read it all ... leave me a comment!!!Ummm ya I'm so exciting I know!! No I'm totally kidding! But seriously Remember this face!! I'm gonna be famous!!!
Favorite Music
Something Corporate, The Starting Line, Senses Fail, FLYLEAF, Morning Wood, Fall Out Boy, Saosin, Taking Back Sunday, Motion City Soundtrack, Dashboard Confessional, The Click Five, 30 Seconds to Mars, Unwritten Law, Matchbook Romance, From First To Last, Thrice, Oasis, The Sex Pistols, Bright Eyes, The Ramones, The Ataries, Hot Hot Heat, Jacks Manniquin, Hawthorne Heights, My Chemical Romance, Stutterfly, Underoath, Amber Pacific, The Junior Varsity, The Clash, Greenday, All American Rejects, Relient K, Rise Against, The Used, Yellowcard, The Rocket Summer, The Scene Aesthetic, Rookie of the Year, Cute is what we Aim For, Saving Jane, Mest, Mae, Lillix, Kittie, The Veronicas, The Vanished, The Audition, June ... etc.
Favorite Movies
The Goonies, The Sandlot, The 3 Ninjas, The Notebook, Donnie Darko, The girl next door, super troopers, Aladdin, The Phantom of the Opera
Favorite Books
anything by V.C. Andrews or the Harry Potter books ... I also love The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
Other Websites
http://www.myspace.com/Xx__yourwordskillme__xX
Untitled
February 04 2006
Whats wrong with me??? I want someone to please answer that for me!!!
Why is it that I'm never good enough for anyone??? Why is it that another girl is always better??? I dont understand!!!
I wanna be the one girl ... juz for once ... to get the guy she wants ...
But getting the guy I want isnt even the case ... its the fact that NOBODY wants me ... I mean I dont even have to turn anybody down cuz nobody's even trying!!!
YELLOWCARD LYRICS
"Cigarette"
Watching the days burning out like a cigarette, just a few drags to go
You built me up and you broke me down somehow
Everything just seemed so clear to me, nothing left to know
I'll love you right and I'll love you pure, right now
How can you say, that it's too late
To save us now
And I would wait for you (oh), if you would wait for me (yeah)
And I will wait for you (oh), if you will wait for me (yeah)
Intoxicated the edge is serrated, so easily torn from the core
I blushed the first time, but you blushed the last time my eyes in your mind
Regenerated these feelings of hatred, I long for your love evermore
You built me up and you broke me down this time
And I would wait for you (oh), if you would wait for me (yeah)
And I will wait for you (oh), if you will wait for me (yeah)
How can you say, that it's too late
To save us now
How can you say
Watching the days burning out like a cigarette, just a few drags to go
You built me up and you broke me down somehow
Everything just seemed so clear to me, nothing left to know
I'll love you right and I'll love you pure, right now
How can you say, that it's too late
To save us now
And I would wait for you (oh), if you would wait for me (yeah)
And I will wait for you (oh), if you will wait for me (yeah)
Intoxicated the edge is serrated, so easily torn from the core
I blushed the first time, but you blushed the last time my eyes in your mind
Regenerated these feelings of hatred, I long for your love evermore
You built me up and you broke me down this time
And I would wait for you (oh), if you would wait for me (yeah)
And I will wait for you (oh), if you will wait for me (yeah)
How can you say, that it's too late
To save us now
How can you say
Ok ... onto a different note ... SUPERBOWL is tomorrow!!!
Who does everyone want to win???
Whoop go Steelers!!!
Well thats about it for now ... maybe I'll write more later!!!
Rachael Moore
February 05 2006
I too understand. Believe me, I have asked myself so many times "What is wrong with me?" Many times, even now,I can feel like I am not good enough for anyone, like I cannot do anything right. And all my life, until recently, I have been second to another girl. Too many times I have thought another girl was better than me because of that. That was the story of my love life... even in my relationship with my dad. And those were just rare occasions when a guy ACTUALLY wanted me. Most the time I felt lonely and like no guy would ever want me. And I always wanted to be the number one girl in a guys life. Just once! But, God broke me for this... and called me to wait. And He blesses those who wait! Trust me! God has blessed me with a love that I could never of imagined! I am the number one girl in Nathan's life. And he wants to be with me. And he loves me more than I will ever know. I know that is a hard though-- waiting. But during our single years, God calls us to devote ourselves to Him. We wants to use those years to shape us into the person He created us to be. I know with out a doubt, that God, in His time, will bring you your prince. A guy that will love you, cherish you, and make you number one girl in his life. It will be a love worth waiting for. And by the way, your worth does not come from whether or not you have a guy in your life. I believed that lie for a long time. But it is just that, a lie. Rely on God through these difficult times. Let Him form you and find your worth in Him. He cherishes you, loves you with an everlasting love, and desires to be with you. Isaiah 54:5 says, "For the Maker is my Husband". Don't forget you always have a wonderful Man right there! Sorry about the long comment! I hope you have a wonderful day!
