fell in love with a boy.

i haven't been this happy in AGES!

1) i had a good dream last night (no nightmares)
2) i got a cell two nights ago, vcast, baby!
3) ONE WEEKEND IS ONLY A FEW HOURS AWAY!

that, my friends, is amazing.

i finally hung out with carly friday night.
we visited ste at work after getting
coffee at starbucks.
the blow-pop was there.
he never goes away.. kill!

hahah. then it snowed.
and my dad baught me a sled.
let's just say it was f-u-n.

went to church and sang with the children.

i've been having really BAD
dreams, lately. so scarry
i'm afraid to sleep. =[

i now have saved up 80 dollars to
go towards paris. it may not sound like
too much but i'm terrible at saving money.

victorious

finnished my Bio. project just a minute ago.

and.. life is alright.

(i want a boy)

abby-dee

okay, fellow readers.

i use this phusebox to spill thoughts, right?
just as it was made for, correct?
99.9% of my posts i won't "take back"

i'm not going to edit my beliefs
because someone may not like it.
i'm not saying everything i type is right;
but i am saying i have the
right to speak my opinion.

i post only what's on my mind that moment.
while i'm concious of the way i word things
(i never post names of people if it would
embarras them in any way.)

if you're hurt by anything i do; tell me first.
because it won't do anyone any good if you tell
everyone BUT me you're mad. i want to
try to fix my flaws.

abbydee

uhh.. just thought you should know:

you tickle my fancy.

snowww!
how excited am i!?
this is just what i prayed for.
it's beautiful.

amazing.

and of course i took pictures...

thank you
thank you
thank you
Lord.

abbydeelovessnow

sipping chocolate milk and thinking about
how disappointed i am in alot of people...

24 year old MEN who date 15
year old GIRLS discust me.
just the thought leaves a rather
bitter taste in my mouth. i want
to punch them in the face. and
tell them to go pop pills with
some sicko their own age.

when will they ever learn?

:sigh:

oh, and you know what
else i would like to discuss?
jerks who think that just
becuase they go to church
on sunday, they can be
completly discusting, mean,
disrespectful, and just, well, jerks
during the rest of the week. yeah,
because we all know jesus
only sees you when you're
at church. (note sarchasm)
just keep thinking that, people.
good luck.

yours truely,
abby

some new pictures..

i hope it snows alot tonight.
please, please, please God.
i could really use a break.

i've decided to give up
makeup for a whole week.
a fasting if-you-will.
because i realized i've been
a faithful makeup wearer
since about the 5th grade.
and i'm going through one of
those "clensing" stages..
y'know.. alot of alone time
alot more reading, less tv, and
long baths. and a whole lot
of prayer. i'm also trying to become
less materialistic. it feels amazing.
i can feel myself growning. i
think i'm on to something, here..

abby

just got back from the movies with nelson
the producers is only the best movie ever.

love love love

abby

so i went on a retreat with Carly's church this weekend.
let's just say it was amazing<33
i made some new friends, ate alot of junk food, and learned even more about Jesus and his awesomeness.
wow.
tres tres fun
loved it alot
even though i'm so exhausted i can't sleep because i'm really pumped about it.

never forget Bruce Gilley
ever.

he's been on my mind ALL WEEKEND!!

abby

today was A-OKAY for the most part (bout time my days didn't suck)
i know, i know... "shut up, abby you've complained enough"..

today:
the sky was BEAUTIFULLL today (it was lots windy, though)
i showed Cari my bling in first period
i do believe my new freshman is my Science partner, Sydney.
she's tres smart. HONORS BOI AS A FRESHIE!? kudos, babe.
i'm going to make Sydney a See-Dee because she's cool. heh.
i almost starved to death third period
then i got some funyuns and hid them under my purse during art
how can something that smells like feet taste so darn good??
that's the question of the day, my friends.
made a video of a trash-talking hamburger with Ashley F during lunch.
got to drive home <33
and i didn't screw up and kill anyone in the process!!
that deserves an award.

yesterday:
it snowed (duh)
i slept in until 11-ish
watched viva la bam re-runs and gilmore girls all day
stayed in my PJs until about... 5 when i got ready for church
went to Belle Aire again.
it was alot of fun
i almost know more people there than i do at my own church o_O?

currently listening to:
The King of Carrot Flowers by The Neutral Milk Hotel

well.. i've almost typed my little fingers off.
better stop while i'm ahead

abbyDee

When you were young you were the king of carrot
flowers and how you built a tower tumbling thru the
trees in holy rattlesnakes that fell all around your
feet and your mom would stick a fork right into
daddys shoulder and your dad would throw the
garbage all across the floor as we would lay and
learn what each others bodies were for and this is
the room one afternoon I knew I could love you and
from above you how I sank into your soul into that
secret place where noone dares to go and your
mom would drink until she was no longer speaking
and dad would dream about the different ways to
die each one a little more than he could dare to try

friday was
just not cool.

wow.. it's been quite a while, guys.
i don't know... i've just not been into phusebox or anything that much, lately. crazy, i know.

so i think i'm going to visit Belle Aire again this wed.
eric(weezer) called me about an hour ago and asked
me if i wanted to go. I think i'll catch a ride with Cari<3

fun times.

so i was going through my pics today and some memories were tickled..

i look sooooo gross. camping. i look like a greasy sherrif. anyways.. Bre and Erica are some of the coolest people i know.

of course jesus goes to finding steve cunningham shows. i miss going to the cherry tree every weekend..

wow.. this was at 8th grade graduation.. i miss mr leach.

AHHH look how freshman i am!! i look like a baby! and ste's hair's blonde and ashee's hair is sooo loooongg! this is probably my favorite picture ever.

okay, so.. it's the first.
i'm in a really weird mood.
the thought of school
makes me want to vomit.
here's a Built to Spill song:

Twin Falls

Christmas, Twin Falls, Idaho is her oldest memory
She was only two
It was the first time she felt blue

Cafeteria, Harrison Elementary
Beneath a parachute
I saw her without shoes
7UP I touched her thumb and she knew it was me
Although she couldn't see
Unless of course she peeked

My mom's good she got me out of Twin Falls, Idaho
Before I got too old
You know how that goes
That's where she still was the summer she turned 17
In 1983, three weeks after me
Last I heard was she had twins or maybe it was three
Although I've never seen
But that don't bother me

know what get on
my nerves a bit??
when people say
"happy new years"
is it not just one
year that is new??

oh em gee

100th entry, everyone

i never realized how lost i'd be with out you, phusebox of mine. i'll never take advantage of you again, cross my heart-promise.

my christmas was amazingly amazing.
i got a new camera (you know what that means)
io'm going to delete about.. a million of these
pictureson here to make room for the new ones.

so.. i just woke up.

went to the McFadded reunion lock-in
had a good time until about.. 3am..
which is when i realized i hadn't slept in about three days.
and this made me tired. but i didn't get any sleep for multiple reasons.

1) it's impossible to fall asleep at 3 in the morning.
2) some stupid, pubescent eighth graders (why were they there?) wouldn't shut up. so i like.. yelled at them. it didn't work.
3) i was on the floor and my body hurt.

so.... at seven this morning: i came home, put on pajama pants and fell asleep. woke up at 3:15pm and my family has vanished. o_O

oh wow. i enjoy hanging out with Carly-Gee. she is my favorite carly in the world.

more entries later.. i'm still not awake fully.

and i'll probably to back to sleep or something.

abby-dee

abby likes a boy.
and she thinks this
boy likes her back.
but she's too much
of a wimp to act
on it.. i lose.

cory's party was really fun.
until the cops showed up..

crazy.

woah.

all i can say is this kids:
1) jason mraz is amazing live
2) the jokes are endless about Gay St. in nashville
3) the mellow mushroom is my favorite e v e r.
4) more cowbell, daddy-o
5) the ushers at the war memorial are really anal.

i had a really fun night.

Jason
M R A Z

today!

yesterday was Cari's birthday
we surprised her at Starbucks.
she loved it.
then Jarod and i went to the mall and grabbed her her gift.
i love that kid, Jarod.
ANDD i saw Ryan at buckle and hugged him alot.
then we went to Belle Aire for youth
NELSON WAS THERE
gosh.
and i met some cool people.
i think i'm going to start kindof going to belle aire...
because i loved it so.
and my church... i don't know... i'm having thoughts..
Eric sat beside me with his little sheep, baba.
he's so silly.
AND i got a TV in my room again. (finally)
i slept with the satelite radio on.

yep.
cari's 16th was great.

ps: thanks for all the support on my last entry.
that was alot of remarks.
and surprisingly... none of them were hateful.
actually, all were loveful.

okay.. so i took jedi jesus away.
people were freaking out about it.

goodness, people.

and i wouldn't ever want anyone to be worried about a stupid picture that i found to be amusing. so you know what, fellow Christians? there you go. <33

i understand how people could not like it.

let's play the "everything is satan" game, phuseboxians

so today i went to Opry Mills
with my youth group.

let's just say Erica, Bre, Ash, and i
had a very interesting time.
it was super-crazy-awesome-fun.

the pink spiders are good.

woah, dang.
i'm so glad it's the weekend.
i'm talking super-mega-glad.
because i'm so tired of school and things.
i cannot wait until

CHRISTMAS BREAK

7 days until Mrazzzzzzz

i'm soooo excited!

Erica (older sister) gave me some tre adorable japanese stationery
i think i'm going to try and get a penpal. preferably out of this country.
like England
France
Japan
Austrailia

perhapse perhapse.

because.. i dont know.. i have an urge to.

"i'm seein' stars,
i'm seein' stars/
oh my
starry eyed surprise
sundown to sunrise
we gonna dance all night,
dance all night to this DJ..."

so today was.. cold.
i wore a pretty fun outfit today.
Matt B took a picture of it with his camera phone.
it was my jean mini with my black leggings under,
a long white shirt with a pink belt over it,
my puffy-vest-y-sweater, and my rasta shoes.

i had a sub in math today.
he kept telling us Vietnam stories
and how he's a retired cop.

i laughed.

he was like "rar, i'm manly"

how come our progress reports have yet to show up?
oakland's slow.

(abby)

okay okay...
so school's back.
it rained alot
my feet are still wet.

i like a boy. but
what's sad is
i'm too afraid to
act on it. that's
how it usually goes.

confusing.

:sigh:
whatever.

i need a haircut.
the split ends are making me cry
(quite litterally)

the Mraz tickets came
in today <3

i'm so excited.

it's going to be a blast.
hopefully, december 9th will
be the night i convence
jason mraz that i should be
the one to bare his children.

=P