In about 3 days my life is forever going to change and my life will be completely different. It is such a thing to have happen to you in the first place, but to know it is going to happen makes your stomach drop. I feel like I'm on the Scream Machine back home just doing continuous circuits and my stomach can't catch up.

I'm a little worried, but I know its the right thing to do. Let's just hope I keep up the nerve to do it and don't chicken out. I know its the right decision so that should get me through, as will the words of my Grandfather last thanksgiving:

"Joey, you follow your heart; and you'll never go wrong."