Phusebox

~Why Can't I Be Loved?~

April 04 2006

Hey Phusebox? Whats Up? Me, Nothing Much Just Chilling In 4th Period Doing Work... Man, The Worst Thing Happened This Morning On My Way To School... My Girlfriend Texted Me And Told Me She Didnt Know How To Explain Something To Me And She Didnt Want Me To Get Mad... I Asked What Is It Baby, Then She Tells Me That She's Not Ready To Be In A Relationship... Man, Im Hurting So Bad Inside... Why Is It That Every Time I Get Settled With Someone That I Love, They End Up Leaving Me? What Did I Do Wrong? Did I Not Love Her Enough? Eventhough I Told Her I Love Her Everyday, Tell Her She's Beautiful When I See Her, And With Every Moment I Have, I Want To Spend It With Her... I Cried This Morning In First Period, Eventhough It Didnt Show... I Really Loved Her, And I Thought We Had Something Together... The Kissing, The Hugging, The Loving, All Of That.... The Pain I Feel Inside Just Gets Deeper & Deeper As I Wander, What Is She Doing Now, Does She Still Love Me, Why Did She Leave Me?!? Did She Want Another Man? All Ive Ever Wanted Was Someone That Would Love Me And Do Me Right... Someone Who Can Hold Me When Im Down, Someone To Be There To Love Me When I Need Her... But Everyday Is Like A Tear Falling From The Sky Yall Feel Me? I Felt Like I Was Really In Love But Then It Just Goes Away Out Of Nowhere... Im Starting To Believe That There Is No Such Thing As Love... I Mean Shit, Define Love? It Seems Like Nobody Is Ready For Nothing Thats Real But Yet They Claim They Need It But The Next Minute They Leave It... What Is Wrong With Yall? Yall Claim Yall Wanna Be Loved But When You Get It Yall Leave Us, It Dont Work Like That Man?!? I Dont Know Why Yall Are So Attached With Other Boys Or Whatever Knowing You Have Something That Can Stay With You Forever!?! Excuse Me For Coming At Yall Like That, I'm Just Sick & Tired Of Being Ran Over By Females That Come At Me Saying They Love Me But At The End It Never Seemed Like You Did Because You Was The One That Ended Up Leaving... Its Hard To Get Over The Ones You Love And Its Hard To Stay Away Too...Man, Me And My Baby Was Going So Good, And So Well... But Not She Tryna Say She Wanna Up And Leave Because She Be Busy?!? Man Yeah The Fuck Right... Im Out Yall Im Tripping And Im Hurt...